date: Saturday, November 20, 2004 @ 9:22 pm
title: Day 1: the First Day of F-R-E-E-D-O-M
This day marks the end of my national examination, the taste of freedom is so... clueless?? I have became so attached to my textbooks and notes, that I feel extremely lost without them. Maybe its becos i leaned on God's grace to the point that my studies was too interdependent of Him.
Gosh... the first time i miss school, miss examinations. The burden was taken away den now i feel too light? The worst thing that can happen is that i might lost that 'reason' to be intimate with God. 'Don't treat me like a disposable underwear'... i finally understand that phrase from God. His thoughts are higher than mine and my highest thoughts are his least thinking problem.
I hope with expectancy that I will not loss that zeal for God, even in my carefree days, but give thanks for every minute, every second.
Let my mustard seed grow into a mustard tree.
Cheers,
ZHan
